Is it wrong to have a dream at my age? Is it wrong to want to pursue a degree in physics? I'd have to start at the bottom. There's a lot of math courses I would need to take. It would be a long road. I just don't see a way to do it right now.
I'm still trying to get settled in my new life: A new home. A stable relationship. A long distance relationship with my son.
I think I should give myself some time to get used to the new life before I try to figure out how to make my dream happen. Maybe then I will be able to see how to keep earning a good income and get the degree I want. Maybe then I will see a clear path to achieving my dream.